Scarleteen

hii yall, sampha here its been a while since i came back here. uhm updates first the girl i was dating, well i broke up with her because she was extremely emotionally unavailable in the end and it felt i was the only one who was trying to fix things and i couldnt take it anymore, it was extremely draining to me. she claimed she loved me alot but i couldnt feel it for a long time so i decided to call quits on that. anyways a month later i met another girl in my college, we started talking. lets call her ivy. so me and ivy hit it off instantly because she was pretty inclined with my interests and music taste which is a big deal for me, we hung out and spoke some more and then i eventually realised that i like her and i decided to ask her to be my gf in december of 2025. she is a genuine, caring, loving person. she supports me comforts me actually is good at communicating. lets me know when something is bothering her and actually listens to me. now the question i have from yall is how do i make sure this relationship is the healthiest one i ever have cuz i really do love this girl, i WANT to see her and i do MISS her which wasnt the case last time. also one thing im struggling with is her ex, he was a bad person and treated her very badly, they were physically intimate like they had sex and everything, ik its immature but at times i feel really jealous that i couldnt share my first sexual experience with her. and i just want to get rid of this jealousy feeling. i know its normal to feel jealous but i dont want it to cloud my judgement or behaviour cuz she is an amazing gf and i love her alott )