I am attracted to women who are older than me. What do I do?
Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2018 8:39 pm
Hi.
I am a panromantic Lesbian. I am sexually attracted to 2 women 10 years and 22 years older than me. I am worried for my health and my emotional state. I have gotten my heart broken, and I have a slight obsession with the women I love. And I know you might not think it's love, but I do love them. Given my emotional state, I feel like I need them. My father left a heavy feeling of guilt in my heart. He is Emotionally abusive and he scares me when he yells. He makes me feel like nothing. Like a pile of shit and don't deserve to be accepted, so I look for an extra role model. And recently have had feelings for some of them. I don't know what to do and am scared for what my mind will do next.
I am a panromantic Lesbian. I am sexually attracted to 2 women 10 years and 22 years older than me. I am worried for my health and my emotional state. I have gotten my heart broken, and I have a slight obsession with the women I love. And I know you might not think it's love, but I do love them. Given my emotional state, I feel like I need them. My father left a heavy feeling of guilt in my heart. He is Emotionally abusive and he scares me when he yells. He makes me feel like nothing. Like a pile of shit and don't deserve to be accepted, so I look for an extra role model. And recently have had feelings for some of them. I don't know what to do and am scared for what my mind will do next.